seems to be getting better

well the medicine seems to be working, so far on Marshalls ear infection. he has been less cranky today,which as anyone you has kids knows, that if baby is happy than mama is happy and then no one is happy. i cant believe how long it took for them to get it right, one doctor said this one doctor said that, man i think over the weekend my son had everything known to man. for something simple as a ear infection, at least it was simple thank God. has anyone felt so overwhelmed like everything was sitting on your shoulders ? like when i look at marshall, isee the future and it may sound cheesy but i wonder if he going to change the world, or be awful, and knowing that wither or not he is good or bad mostly rest on me and how i raise him. and then there is the post pregancy weight, i cant seem to loose the rest of it, i am stuck. i havent gained but i havent lost the rest. i have only a few left to go, and it is frustrating. well i need to go the little is starting to wake up
aimee